Tuesday, March 31, 2009

si. te amor mucho [:


DATANG BAKAT INTERACT AHH!!!!!! COME COME COMEEE!!!!

im tired already. nerve was yelling for some rest. i can't help it. 2 weeks cannot meet :( i miss sayang. hmmmphh. tmorw april fool suda. time flew so fast. I just wish I could do eveything so that my time won't be flying pass by so wasted. i love it when I smile to Ameera because its annoyed her and I hate when Ameera gets quiet because its annoyed me :DD I've been told about B&S got together, but I wanted him to be with C not S ewww so much of a dream to make them together huh? ugh nevermind -.-

I talked to her today, and now I know the real stories between their lifes. I don't know that revenge or anything pasal dendam-ing could last that long. Oh god, please lah settle this down as soon as possible. Now who you talking about childish now? Speaks for yourself might be a good instruct for this situation :D It's better for me or anybody to make sure anything which people told you is RIGHT. get a comfirmation from the other site too, okai? it's just too tiring to have people batu api for no reason -.- what a lifeeee. get away from gossips,avoid it. that's a best way I think. Although it kinda hard but somehow you could do it (: Like me lah hahahaha, i'm trying to avoid it day by day. 

Do you want the truth? Or the little white lie that makes you happy?

Sunday, March 29, 2009

aku terletak di hujung dunia



so okey, I haven't been updating anything since the last couple of weeks. it was because ONE, busy moving to Telipok TWO, busy with dance practise for bakat interact and end up when I reached home I'm tired THREE, my house in telipok got not internet connection for one week and the final one F.R.O.G. CAMP!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA 

I never realised that my stuff was that much until the day I moved my thing into the new house. GOSH! I practiclly finished my one and a half day to clear off my stuff to the cupboard. I think my cupboard is too small for my closet lah :D:D I love my wall, it's purple and flower flower, kinda country style lah xD

after that was F.R.O.G. Camp WOW!!! The camp was a real blast, laugh, mad, cried, every feelings was poured out there. I just loved it so much HAHAHAHAHA Sneaked in into other people room, light out for a few moment, jump jump jump, sweat phewww~ it was just WOW hahahahahhahaa 

now, im pretty busy with Bakat Interact dance practise :/ oh darn it, I still remember all of us we're sweating like baru kena denda for lari few rounds HAHAHA remember to go bakat interact peoples!!!! support for your school AND especially the convents!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA muah.

busy chatting with rick now gtg pueblos muah (:


family potret


i love you christine
i love you lali
i love you pett
i love you sayang :*
heartttttt

ciaos bonita (:

Sunday, March 15, 2009

fun day

today was fun, really fun. was on call with hazel on the net. He came when I'm still on the call&ya I was still in my sleeping mood HAHAHA watched jr playing vice city. talk talk talk lalalalalala play with kiki I just love today hahaha muah! went to telipok to send all the stuff and to tuaran again. god, what a long journey i had travelled HAHAHA 






ciaos bonita (:

Saturday, March 14, 2009

one of those days with love

muah muah muah muah muah!

internet,you're so gay,you make me thought that we didn't pay you for what you are

I was at home for the whole morning until evening. I'm packing up all my stuff & that second I just realised that I got many stuff HAHA never thought of that though :D I took my longest bath ever with the papaya body scrub lingering all over my body (i like the smell of it) and the face mask while talking with Hazel on the phone :D:D It was just a relaxing treatment for my body and for the starting of holiday (just one week :/,gah!) Hazel decided to go to my house around 3 something. we did our nails, talk talk talk, wash hair, searching for my damn skirt (I STILL CAN'T FIND IT!!!!! :@ugh) Hana&Alif pay a visit to our house too. I asked Alif to keep me & Hazel the paris hilton perfume. I love the smell of the perfume, so so so so so sweet you know? hahahaha. So, dad dropped us by the church. Wanted to go to mass, but that freaking Hazel will have her mind goes gaga if stayed there for an hour :pp Sayang came seriously late, on the way konon, turned out he is sleeping STUPIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK. Lifeteen session was okey, the worshiping period makes me cried because kan, I miss my mom. Hazel&Sayang was comforting me&&he got a weird way comforting me. Still, i love him (: i love him i love him i love J.I.M. muah!!!! Today was really fun day for me hehehe

Life began after I fell in love with you 

ciaos bonita (:

Thursday, March 12, 2009

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you

just,be yourself - lah!

didn't went to class today. practice for a while with raj for the dance in the morning, I'm still in my critical condition of it :o && tomorrow will be the bakat convent already ugh. played piano with Ameera while singing my songs. Ended up I brought Hazel along to the piano room, her first going in there :D Raj&Kerry been requested from sister to sing for Puan Teh Majlis Perpisahan, they are singing Angels by Jessica Simspon. Skipped class&went to Hazel class. Why god make us meet oh??!!!! HAHAHA when we're together we could do so many crazy stuff HAHAHAHA You can't imagine what we did in class :p omg-ness, I shouldn't had tell them you know???? I can't trust no one no more. Now it's all my fault when things get so ccrazy. I'm trying really hard to help in the situation. I won't admit it, because I don't want us to get worst :/ I don't like this moment. 

currently addicted to Yiruma right now. I don't feel like listening to lyrics, notes is even better (: Yiruma makes me cry oh, i miss mummy. 

ciaos bonita (:

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

when I said,I mean it

"hello?care about me?" (:

my whole body is aching right now, plus with pms-ing mood. I don't like this moment at all :( Bakat Convent is on friday,god please let us win, amen. it rained just now, thanks god we got Talie's there to help us get to school haha. I like dancing in front of the mirror, wish I could have my own dance studio (: &&actually I didn't went to class the whole day but turned out I was spending time for sketsa, which I don't involved at all gagaga~ IDC. Damn, KPA was lame. hmmph, but great to have time to talk with Hazel. Now I don't know who to trustlah, if I say spilled something out, there must be people going to pour it out harsh more :( I could only trust Ameera,Hazel&Jared. No heartache to another but can I really trust you guys? damn. you guys just like others who wanted another stuff to bitch about (: I LOVE ORANG UTAN!!!! THEY ARE THE CUTEST CREATURE EVER!!!!Jared too :p

went to Telipok to clean up the house since next week will be the big week,oh no!no more curi keluar :/ no more him to crash the house suddenly :/ i miss him :/ i love him :)

ciaos bonita (:

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

it's been awhile

for a quick update. I'll do what I usually do PHOTOBLOG (:
she will alwaysssssss be in my heart (:

every 3 or 4 we'll come to visit mom

without missing to light any candle at all





things happened for a reason


bbq behind the house

something which should be on the headline :D

granma
dad
morning dew
oughhh
my sunshine (:


3 muah (:
and I realized that he always there beside me when I need him the most. any second, any minute when I need someone, he will be there A.S.A.P.ilysm (:

hazel i love you too HAHAHA (:
&& all the people who'd been supporting me

ciaos bonita (: