I've been away from blogging for about 8 months perhaps? wow, this is totally amazing. I think Imma catch up with my life stories here now. Yeah yeaah, I got my tumblr but blogging and tumbling is a 2 different things. It's like either you eat you sandwich with tuna or veges. feel me?
I'm enjoying rotting in my lovely house right now. I totally enjoyed it rather than going back to that stupid moron college *sigh* 2011, please be a baby to me please? aaww, you're so cute right? *groan*
Hmmmm, I'd sort out what and what should be a private stuff and what should be public. but I'm sort of getting in between. New facebook, new number. love it love it love it. Love life? Man, get out. Is it going to be one in your gossips with the other bitches/bastards? *ngaaw*
The first semester is already a chaos slash drama for me, I hope I could keep myself away from it now. Plus with the new burden that had been given.
D'you really think this is Emma Watson? Cause this image is stuck in my fucking mind for a few hours now. Man, how could I sleep with these!??? Before it's Hayley and now? But seriously, d'you think it's the real her? WOW.
I'll have joys for this weekend with Tiara and have a break and not think what's the terrifying future that awaits me.
My colleges blogs? I found it really gay and puking after reading all of it. Sorry for bitching but yeah. Especially who covered themself with cloths which actually are the true bitch. Wooopps.
people those days should stop telling people these days of how hard they were that time walking barefooted going here and there and how lucky we were this time. hmmm wait, i.m.o. poeple these days will not actually tell how easy it is but actually they will just say that how do they run away from bicthes/bastard and asked them to not be one of them and how hard to get into the society because of the 'sharpness' of their eyes on any criteria a person is.
gawd, and actually the era who made the people to have such eyes sight -.- bahahahaha how ironic it is to improve everything while something is held back down. ' 1 steps forward 2 steps backward ' community created a hallucination that blinded others eyes of what pathetic it is already nowadays. well, it's good that disney's still creating movies that showed how beautiful life's were and still could hold back everything for the kids to live in a wonderful life for a moment. just for moment.
when you come to them and told them how people treating you, and how it's hard to get rid of it anywhere. sometimes, they could only say ' haiiihhh, begitulaaa. sya pun gitu dulu ' 'haaaiiihhh, sya pun pernah jadi remaja bhh' ' haaaiihhh, kami lagi susa dulu bh ' errm, could that actually be called a comfort? stop comparing about the past and now, even though you'll say it's not a big differences between both of the situation. comparing won't make any impact of the sense that actually IT HAVE DIFFERENCES.
why bah all people getting weirder and weirder and more weird o o
and nowwww, i don'y know what more to say *running out of idea*
&& i know that photo above doesn't apply with any i'm typing here bahaha, i likey that photo :]
it's 4.59 a.m next minute will be 5 and few more hours to 11 for me to stand inside starbuck. not feeling any weight on my eyes, AT ALL.
crased tiara's house again :p went to karam to have kfc for dinner just the two of us and bought 2 horror movies, BANGKOK HAUNTED was zzzzzz and YOGA was walking slow until the climax which made me fell asleep for few moments and during the climax moment, it still gave me thrills though hahahahaaaa i admit i'm a penakut -.-
woke up at 6 and untie tiara's hair. she look like OM, just ask the twins how does she look like in the picture. no, I won't be posting the picture here :p *omg my dad's alarm just rang. he'll be checking me anytime soon* ok, we took our so called little nap after sending sherene to school. woke up again and get ready and sent the recycling stuff took hazel (we forgot to go to taman perdana as what tiara's mum asked us to do to find maid -.- )
took a long journey to i.s. to fetch the twins. talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh, cramped inside the car, finding out my salary is not bank in YET which is late for 4 fucking days, yougurberry, pokkai, dead end......
EVERYTHING IS FUCKING CONNECTED WITH HER. bodoh la. ish.
and j, thank you for your breaking up april fool present, it really made my fool-ness out. CLEARLY, still i love you -.-
took 1 hour break from work and went to waterfront for dinner with them, had long talk with darkness due to the earth hour event, but i can see the light from warisan -.- wth although I could only spend like an hour with them cause I gotta head back to the shop for closing (it's the rule hmmmmp) but it's still = fun :)
Tiara's jeep is like WOW, dad said it's a JIMMY SUZUKI? idk hahaha it's leopard printed and cute cute cute oh! that car made 4 of us, not hazel but priiti went hyper all night long. Tiara get to drive first ; she's good cause THAT'S HER CAR! then iva 2nd ; she got the scariest roundabout turning and U-turn turning ever! then me 3rd ; scary in junction cause i'm sooooo lazy to stop before the white line and would just drive straight hahahahahaha 4th of course priiti ; she's ok but because her car is auto all this while and that jeep is manual sooo we got a few bit of bummer on the road :D but overall ok la :)
did mum's place. it's so preeettyyy, dad did well on this although it costed few ks :s but she deserved a pretty place bh hehehe
you know? i think i could actually imagine myself shouting and yelling to few bloody mammal in the future who I actually sharing my blood with :s can any of these thing go wilder? and the answer is : cannnnn of course can la pfft
&& to whom concern who got thyroid problem, please take care of your health cause i don't wanna lose another person that i love. ishhhh.
it's been 1 year 2 months and 21 days i never cut my hair and finally i got myself a repair for it hahaha after this fixation i want to keep it for another year some more weeee~ ameera, hazel, cat, cor,ged and malina, i miss you guys so much.
kang is going to kl on april, you know, i'm trying so hard to keep in touch with everyone bh, don't hate me if you think i'm not trying hard. plus, my working schedule is not always the same so if you guys are free just try and ask me if i could join but just keep in your mind that my house is at TELIPOK and not kk anymore. jauh oh my house this ish, the only place near with it is 1b so ya, ko tau la pa mo buat.
WHY DO YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH ME BEING SEMI-INDEPENDENT NOW!?
god, can't you just be proud with it cause you know i'm using my own money now and not dad's one. i don't want to be known as the 'pemboros daughter' which have a single parent to support his two kids. at least i'm trying to help and not kikis all his duit, buduh! you want to take that house? fine, take all what you want there. cause we don't care anymore. we've been wasting so much money on that house and yet you guys never take care of it. fuck some more with it, go fuck with that house hahahahhaha shits i'm still semi-indie now cause makan minum my dad still pay punya -.-
i never want to remember my life as a life burdening others, it'll leave so much pain inside my cereblum, ew ew ewwwwwww.
fine day i think? i don't even care how marvelous the heat waves from the sun cause i don't feel anything and i don't even care if my skin is getting darker or not pssssh. trouble is a friend is a hit for few of my buddy today haha that song suited them alot but at least they got away from it except for 1? maybe hehe lunch with kee and adee at sushi king today, each person ate 10 plates HAHAHA maw matiii oh but it's been awhile i haven't eat any sushi :D my red merah jump in to meet me and walk from cp to jp. both of us just enjoying and sitting talking crappy stuff, doing sprint cause it's fun jumping around while the sun standing above us, well both of us were not feeling any steaming moment at all cause the wind is so strong hahaha 'live like we're dying', singing that while letting our leg flying in the air. just fun and relaxing lah today :)
why is this world getting hot and hotter?!!!???!!! people fighting to stop global warming but still thinks of creating cars more and getting cars? ironic ironic ironic.... belakang rumah pun tebakar sini sana. PANAS!
got my snowcap today from him, weeee! valentines day movie? just nice lah, not that the bomb or anything else.
i read tia status today, woi!!! apa cerita!??? hahahahahahahahaha
so 2 more days to spm results. god, i'm like counting the days D: but dady going to help me take it, nah, trying not to stress about it cause you know, how hard i struggled last year :) muah muah muah.
2 more days to a 7 days straight of working without days off. phewwww, that's going to take my breath away *scream* i just feel like stress when knowing that the freaking cctv is set online and they can look at us anywhere anytime D:
hey, what'dyu feel when you're at my position huh? gooooddd, help me hahahahaa
i love today, it's perfect with a touch of heat waves sent from above -.- yes, it's tasty. nyummeh, not haha.
just telling you black and white, b&w what i'm feeling. cause to be frank, i don't know what I want to say here. today? yesterday? two days ago? caught in the middle, standing between the fences? fuck i don't know what i'm typing here. so please ignore it hehe
i think playing random chords on the guitar could help in releasing shits out though :D:D *someone is actually doing it now* moving image on the screen, that's just the way to stay connected *groan* can you actually sing a song that suppose to be melow and scream? ya, you could hehe well, what about taking random chords and singing to what you are thinking and putting it like it is a nice made out song and sings it to someone special? sweeeeet :p
IN A CHAOTIC WORLD, YOU ARE MY CALMER - jeremy passion
what a stalker of me stalking to the bunch of philipino singers gehehehehehehehee now now now, maybe in my past life i'm one of the real stalker? just like now, the net made my life more easier!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA stalking have been the easiest job nowadays :D
hmmmm, what more i can say here? oh, next topic? i'll be talking about cctv, you know what's a cctv? go google lah bh! :p ok, that will be in the next post ahahahahaa muah xoxo
just mesmerizing all, how could I be so selfish? haha. god, thanks for reminding me this. i should stop dreaming and coming back to reality back. life ain't bad now, korean drama made me thinking alot haha surprise? maybe drama ain't just an entertainment but a waking up point to people, erm like me? haha nah, it's nothing big. it just made me thought of where i should be standing now and what i should or shouldn't do *gasp :D:D
this month is loosen up abit due to my request to work less days than before. but i'll be continuing the months so that i'll not end up rotting at home and at least earning more money too though :p last weekend i spent my days at Tuaran for ma 1 year anniversary. time flew so fast oh, but nothing will ever change my love for her :) miss you ma, at least you're resting in paradise now.
result coming up soon enough, then everybody will be busy applying to go here and there. i'll pray for a good place to study.
muah! xoxo oh! iqbal's back here. he's more tagap now HAHA
well well well, today was just splendid. somehow, I can't let my arse stay for a day inside the house especially on my off day -.- so today, i went out with my 3 pimples, tiara pimple not with us huhu not complete eh haha
talked about how life goes, talked about how fashion rolls, that peep come but tida jadi come made tia freak out for a moment, that peep was there and she's not there made ryu go round round haha i speak out when her topic come right out. overall syok lah :) the movie? hmmm, GAY :p I can't help laughing though. but I HAD FUN! I MISS YOU GIRLS!!!!! muah muah muah xoxoxoxoxoxoxox :*
'HEY YOU'RE HALF DONKEY!' 'NO! I'M HALF SHEEP!'
went to miss nina house for CNY open house. that house cost much for it's hugeness! had fun there taking picture, playing with firecracker. while everybody's wearing red or other color, 2 of my bosses wore BLACK. awesome lah them haha.
now here's actually come across my mind right now. sometime, do you actually ever wonder why YOUR life is like this RIGHT NOW? does it crossed your mind that YOUR life is actually flow with just the direction of yours? yeap, just like the concert instructor.
hmmmm.
let say your life is sucky right now, well did you asked yourself why is it like that? maybe you're the one who made that decision and walah! it goes in a bitchy way. when it doesn't get in your way, you will start to whine, and whine some more. yes, please whine some more for your mistake. like dude, you can actually stand up and fight for it, there's tones of people out there whose life more sucky then yours.
BUT
some people life suck cause it's unavoidable. the problem is born with them. but what lucky thing is, major of them knows how to stand up and make it like something just to face with and endure with it.
omg, i'm sick of this HAHA
FACE IT! life doesn't suck if ya'll just stop whining.
sorry, telampau befikir. HAHA. no, this post is not meant for anybody. the community disgust me :p
so there he is, wearing his snowcap, with that serious look of his. no, not emo. but just serious that make people go away but not me :p mesmerize with his eyes, and letting every word slowly and then, everything went slowly and better. I don't regret doing all that, I don't regret making the first move, cause what I did made me who I am now. I'll never get bored seeing your face even though it's only through the screen. That smile is what I want you to keep, trust me that this time it'll work cause you too feel it. i love you Jeremiah Daniel.
hmm, what happened this week? oh, suddenly I felt awesome working with 2 crazy lil head HAHA mar, baby and me getting along so quick and sometimes we'll do something crazy around the shop and bitch about people around there too HAHA god, I'll miss them both after March. Currently baby and me are controlling our budget. So she'll buy lunch and I'll buy dinner. We'll share the food together.
Monday was a shit, I'm caught in a 3o minutes most suffering moment ever! Usually I'm the one who open the shop and baby will come in to work on 12.30. the shitest thing is I got diarrhea while she's not in yet. GOD knows how much pain is it to hold it that long, I asked the front shop which is the Royal Sport people to help me watch the shop for a while. I don't care if Nina going to blew her head off of me or what. Like dude, that thing can't be hold no more HAHA fucker oh that day, I can even fall asleep on the couch SITTING -.- baby can't wake me up, nina can't wake me up. damn, that thing sure get me going worst. WILL NEVER LET IT HAPPEN SOME MORE.
Working overtime this week due to the festive celebration which is the Chinese New Year. Nah, not that tiring too. I'm getting used to all of it already. If I'm tired I'll sleep inside the store. Mar did so on Wednesday. She seriously had a good nap! She took the lil pillow on the couch and slept inside the store. Nina going to kill us oh HAHA leaving to two NOT YET 18 girls looking the shop seriously made things going round and round :D but hey, we sold out nearly 1k too that day. It's good for her maaa :p
Junyi and Ged came on Wednesday, Ged going to some leadership camp in this coming few weeks shich I don't know when. Had lunch with them both and they hung around at my place before Junyi send her to her mum's office. JUN YI GOT P LICENSE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mathafakaaa, I'll get things done during march immediately HMMPH!
oh, I'll be clearing my wardrobe soon enough. So I'll be selling few of my clothes and accessories. The picture above is me and Attica. She worked at the shop only on January and now she's at Europe. I MISS HER SO MUCH! she'll come back next month! can't wait though :)
so yeah, it's already the fourth day of February. wow, time flew so fast. next thing coming up on the next coming month will be the SPM result, awesome, just perfect. ew.I've been struggling to get even a penny right now, just to reach my target for my baby jet T.T you'll know who's baby jet :p maybe i'll get that next month *crossed finger* hmmmm.
I'd been watching too much Taiwan's Drama right now hahahahahhaa every day off I'll spend 2 days finishing those drama on net. god, how pathetic I am -.- Last Sunday my head screw was loosen up abit and made me buy Haruki Murakami 'Norwegian Wood' novel and registered to be Times member HAHA but I don't regret buying the book though cause the story is superb. I adore his writing so much. I'm gong to get the next book erm few months later lah, cause I want to save my penny first :S i hate when thinking about that.
I love weekend, last weekend was pretty much awesome cause on Friday I went bbq at Tiara's house and sleeping there until Sunday. She's so funny cause even when I'm sleeping, she'll still continue talking to me. Then after a moment she'll stop and slip her self to sleep :D the next day was a hectic day in the shop. The twins , Aqila, Gavin and the geng stop by the shop and they did some shopping. Well just for cat and aqila, they rest was trying to get cor to get some dress on HAHA :p we love you bah cor :))
Tomorrow, I'll be going out with Tiara to do her shopping then might be going for a swim. OH! there's a new girl at the shop now, she's kinda pretty and tall though hahahahahaha LOL! can't wait for the weekend HAHA
i'm having a same routine kinda everyday. every day off was a same thing that I got to do too. either rotting inside the house doing the house chore or going out. I'm trying to finish my 'hours' for the driving license but seems like my working hours doesn't really helping now. pffft. bus is the only way to go out to the town.
Sooo, Baby's Grandma passed away so meaning that I gotta work FULL this week. NO day off at all. nevermind, at least I'm getting more commission and which is equal to $ :p everything is money right now, I don't care whether you're going to call what creature haha bitch :p one lesson now, NO MORE LENDING MONEY. NO NO NO!!!!!
I had dinner with Ameera, Pritti, Eric, Llyod, Olin & Maureen on Monday night. I took my one hour break which ended up to be something else after being hypnotized by Maureen to lie -.- never mind, I'll try to make it the first and the last to lie (in my dream)
Explaining what I'm going through at work is so much of a burden to type it out because it will cost anger that exceed my limit of patient. Whatever. That bitch can say whatever she wanted too but I'll just remain silent during working and she can waste her energy talking and I'll get customers to buy more stuff to get more commision HAHAHA
I found out something that really gives out a smile through out the whole day today. It's just an awesome news EVER, right monster? I hope it'll work out this time :)
GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please come to POSE BOUTIQUE which is located at Centre Point Palm Square behind starbuck. There will be new dresses coming this week. Hurry before other bitches get a grab on it which is ALREADY did today. fuckaaaa.
I'm drop dead exhausted. night after work then I got the chance to contact him work place is awesome but sometimes boring when there's no customer my boss is awesome. Tiara, Priiti, Sherine and Olin came to visit me yesterday. today and tomorrow I'm off but got to do housework too. oh now, Tiara is a housewife :D
I got my first try on driving today, whupeee!!! I feel superb awesome even though at the start dad only let me try driving to the front and reversing it. I think I did pretty well on balancing the clutch, gotta practice more on that. We drove at Stadium Likas car parks by the way. You can see there's alot of small cars driving around to learn driving but well ME? ahuh, I'm the only one driving the ford ranger. That car is huge and the stering is hard D:
Now, I officially leaving my LG phone.
and that's my phone before. it's pretty, i love the shinny metal, the starry keypad arrow. it's like really elegant and no one really has it :p BUT one main thing about LG is that it always WHOP! BLACK OUT! and I'll be like *WTF!? and the battery is like having a period which cause it to be low and high and low and low and DEAD. What actually happened until I decided to give up on the phone is when yesterday, when I really need to use the phone, and I'm away at the Driving Bengkel. It's dead. and when I got cor text, and I'm about to reply, it's dead again. and when I'm about to pick cor phone call, once again DEAD. so that's it. I don't need that phone anymore *urgh.
but of course, I need a new one. Maybe my salary could help in buying it. I'm dreaming of the Black E72. It's nice, classy and easy to use too. Well, of course I haven't get to check the price yet. But I already falling for it *sigh. So, why do I have to have a new phone? ONE, i love mms-ing and receiving mms. TWO, i need the voice recorder. I can't just like bring a voice recorder to anywhere I want, right? THREE, I want WI-FI phone. It's just easy when you're boring at some mall, and you can actually sit near either Starbuck or McD and online there. well of course you can't surf that much due to the low connectivity but at least you got something.
so okey, I don't really know what's my real intention of typing this out but I just want these to be part of the story that I'll read in another 10 years time hahahahha GAY -.- summarizing all of what have happened during oh-nine would be a LONG lines to go hahahhaha. I don't mind you stopping halfway though :)
mmm, school started. Somehow when it first started, I'm actually still struggling. Struggling in my own feelings, struggling on taking care of her more, struggling to make myself concentrating on studies, struggling in making a perfect team. all of it, making me forcing myself harder and harder. I can assure you that everything that I've been doing and showing out in my bloody face are fake. can't you see I'm just shitting? hahaha nevermind -.- ambushing Hazel's class already make my day crazy than usual hahaha
when I hooked up with him, I though he'll be the one after gaining much shit the year before. he met her , she likes her and he went to her funeral. well, he can't really make it through with me though. after her leaving, my anger is compiling between me, my smile are shitting fake, my body is forced by my mind. LOL too drama liao HAHAHAHA aiya, at least some of you know what I'm talking about then ok lah :p The only moment that I can forget everything in a moment is when I'm dancing :D:D cliché much eh? well, what's your way then in relaxing yourself? must be a way right? except for crying lah. done with that lah! ish.
During that period, I still can't get myself into books. Hard my love. Hard. Want to try? Better not :) You never want to shit your head out now :p well, another joy came when hooking up with him again. I don't know why but it's just another mistake that I actually don't regret doing :) but oh well, things didn't really work out either. But real soon after all of that happen, I found the place the I fits in awesomely hahaha. tuh! my group of friend HAHA you know who you are lah! you guys brought me up to make my eyes stare at the words, you know!? hahaha tankiu tankiu beli beli muchie :)
but distraction don't really come that slow, it's SHIT FAST! in those 5 months. yes it's 5 months ( i remember because of that betting -.- ) one by one I got to face, so shit leh! nah! keluar suda ahlian saya! urgh. PMR weeks is the weirdest and fucked weeks that I've ever got! not only me, it included them too :p I brought them to my so called 'kids world'. then I started to fall abit more during that moment. But I managed to bring myself out with Tia phone calls and them lah. I realised that it's just a waste of time, so better shut my fucking mind and mouth from thinking or even talk about it.
joy oh joy when I came to reminiscing the day we went to Ameera's house to bake cake for Ged's Surprise birthday party. During those days, Junyi have been scold by me thousand of times though -.- sorry junyi. tulah you dunno how to keep secret! buat surprise tapi ish! hahahahhaa On her birthday we kidnapped her and Maureen drove her car real fast! it's like 3 round of roundabout! and we got to suffer with ged's yelling :p I'm actually bursting laughing that time. and we finally made a great surprise for her. with the flour attack which made her cried :D OH! I forgot to mention about my unsuccessful BITCHNESS to ged -.- too blur bh her!
well, graduation day came up. everybody looking gorgeous and I'm wearing the heels that dad choose for me. metrosexual dad got nice taste mah :D all the girls were pretty (some) hahahahhaa :p and that day was a day before my birthday too (which i totally not excited at all). I got a wish from the guy that I like ( well not really lah,just crush).
how can I forgot my birthday? for 17 years in my life, that's the greatest birthday that I ever have before. first I got surprise from my bitch Hazel which actually giving me J as the surprise too. for my whole entire life I never really shy to guy and he's the 1st one. mmm (if he's reading this he'll laugh his arse off, nevermind he dunno my blog link :p ) I don't like keeping it but I actually just let it out hahahaha feel bit better after that. and another surprise was a kidnapping of me to the tanjung aru beach. I didn't manage to take any picture though cause I was having my real joy. Ameera is the best lah, she choose the beach again!!!! my favourite place!!!! and and and!! they wrote on the sand! yeeee, now i feel like crying lah! i miss those moment though :'( I got videos of it, you can watch it down there.
november and december? mmm, guess you already know what month was it? yes, that was the month where we actually struggling in studies. man, so hard to believe it's over. sad. really really sad. guess that's it for now.
i feel like throwing up. i feel like shit. i feel everything that could make my mind go upside down, gastric juice leveling up, everything that 'll will make me worst hahahahahahaha i never knew it's going to be this hard though. i think i want to eat alot la later T.T i don't know what the shit head i'm talking about now. no, don't ask me to stop swearing or else i'll curse you! fuck hahahahahhahaa
WHY WHY WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!??????? i don't have to explain anything here. blah! hahahahhahahahahahhahaa
perky perky perky bla bla bla. was sick for past few days, thank god Ms Nina postponed the day for me to start working -.- supposed to be today (monday) but she called and informed that I'll be starting next monday.
now, i got an overcook sausage right in front of me. low body esteem making my brain work slow. don't forget to mention that I got to cool myself down 3 in the fuck morning to eat paracetamol, wipe myself and heat up the chicken soup. My body is boiling up to 100 c :D:D kidding. it's just hot as HOT. fyi, I rarely get sick but if it's not because of that stupid ice cream, I wouldn't be sick by now. SHOO YOU ICE CREAM!
I went to Lalitha's Farewell little gathering at waterfront last saturday night. Sorry Lali, I can't talk that much cause my tonsil really hurting me. But I really do will miss you :'( she's leaving tomorrow, sad oh! hmmmphhh.
Hazel started school today and she already told me there's zillions gazzemosss that puddle have changed -.- luckily I'm not there anymore :D :D I'm never sad leaving that school :) stupid bitch J got 49/50 for the computer test but still complain!?? YOU!!!! -.- nevermind. i don't like him at all! cause i.... erm i.... hehehehhe :) and i.... :( m.... nevermind.
hello 2010? man, so weird oh. just now i got the mood to update but when I saw something this mood suddenly disappear :D:D fuck man, you goddammit bitch stop contacting the person. fuck you. but wait, what if the person who's the one contacting that bitch? shit bitch lah x) i don't want to think about it lah. whatever.
I passed my driving computer test, 45/50 :p and after rushing to asia city for the interview, i got the job. at first i was scare but the atmosphere kinda made me go on with it x) and now i'm going to work at POSE boutique officially on the next monday whereas the students starting their school life -.- whatever la.
went to the airport to send Iqbal off to KL T.T so sad seeing him leaving and also hugging Tia beside me D: when we're waiting for the car, he sent me a very touching text. at least he knows i did something for him x) friend will always be friend bh :) dinner with tia's family at the nick of time -.- we're trying to find 4 people to join us which only end up with adam fu.
the dinner's dinner was SHIT? only the ice cream taste great hahaha the appetizer was weird man. really really weird O.O salmon sucks :p but we went for dancing on the dance floor though the songs was 'YMCA' "VEGAS' lalala oldies. yaw! where's pitbull???? sucka!!! anyway, it's tiring -.- slept at 2 after the phone call.
suppose to go to hazel's house today but sorry babe, i can't :( mood is totally HERO TO ZERO today :) aaaw, fucker.