xxx

it's  4.59 a.m next minute will be 5 and few more hours to 11 for me to stand inside starbuck. not feeling any weight on my eyes, AT ALL.

crased tiara's house again :p went to karam to have kfc for dinner just the two of us and bought 2 horror movies, BANGKOK HAUNTED was zzzzzz and YOGA was walking slow until the climax which made me fell asleep for few moments and during the climax moment, it still gave me thrills though hahahahaaaa i admit i'm a penakut -.- 

woke up at 6 and untie tiara's hair. she look like OM, just ask the twins how does she look like in the picture. no, I won't be posting the picture here :p *omg my dad's alarm just rang. he'll be checking me anytime soon* ok, we took our so called little nap after sending sherene to school. woke up again and get ready and sent the recycling stuff took hazel (we forgot to go to taman perdana as what tiara's mum asked us to do to find maid -.- ) 

took a long journey to i.s. to fetch the twins. talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh, cramped inside the car, finding out my salary is not bank in YET which is late for 4 fucking days, yougurberry, pokkai, dead end......

EVERYTHING IS FUCKING CONNECTED WITH HER. bodoh la. ish.

and j, thank you for your breaking up april fool present, it really made my fool-ness out. CLEARLY, still i love you -.-

dada.

malaaaassss

took 1 hour break from work and went to waterfront for dinner with them, had long talk with darkness due to the earth hour event, but i can see the light from warisan -.- wth although I could only spend like an hour with them cause I gotta head back to the shop for closing (it's the rule hmmmmp) but it's still = fun :)

Tiara's jeep is like WOW, dad said it's a JIMMY SUZUKI? idk hahaha it's leopard printed and cute cute cute oh! that car made 4 of us, not hazel but priiti went hyper all night long. Tiara get to drive first ; she's good cause THAT'S HER CAR! then iva 2nd ; she got the scariest roundabout turning and U-turn turning ever! then me 3rd ; scary in junction cause i'm sooooo lazy to stop before the white line and would just drive straight hahahahahaha 4th of course priiti ; she's ok but because her car is auto all this while and that jeep is manual sooo we got a few bit of bummer on the road :D but overall ok la :)

did mum's place. it's so preeettyyy, dad did well on this although it costed few ks :s but she deserved a pretty place bh hehehe

you know? i think i could actually imagine myself shouting and yelling to few bloody mammal in the future who I actually sharing my blood with :s can any of these thing go wilder? and the answer is : cannnnn of course can la pfft

&& to whom concern who got thyroid problem, please take care of your health cause i don't wanna lose another person that i love. ishhhh. 

dada.

it's been so long

it's been 1 year 2 months and 21 days i never cut my hair and finally i got myself a repair for it hahaha after this fixation i want to keep it for another year some more weeee~ ameera, hazel, cat, cor,ged and malina, i miss you guys so much.


kang is going to kl on april, you know, i'm trying so hard to keep in touch with everyone bh, don't hate me if you think i'm not trying hard. plus, my working schedule is not always the same so if you guys are free just try and ask me if i could join but just keep in your mind that my house is at TELIPOK and not kk anymore. jauh oh my house this ish, the only place near with it is 1b so ya, ko tau la pa mo buat.

WHY DO YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH ME BEING SEMI-INDEPENDENT NOW!?

god, can't you just be proud with it cause you know i'm using my own money now and not dad's one. i don't want to be known as the 'pemboros daughter' which have a single parent to support his two kids. at least i'm trying to help and not kikis all his duit, buduh! you want to take that house? fine, take all what you want there. cause we don't care anymore. we've been wasting so much money on that house and yet you guys never take care of it. fuck some more with it, go fuck with that house hahahahhaha shits i'm still semi-indie now cause makan minum my dad still pay punya -.-

i never want to remember my life as a life burdening others, it'll leave so much pain inside my cereblum, ew ew ewwwwwww.

21/11, ilyjd

dup dap dup dap

fine day i think? i don't even care how marvelous the heat waves from the sun cause i don't feel anything and i don't even care if my skin is getting darker or not pssssh. trouble is a friend is a hit for few of my buddy today haha that song suited them alot but at least they got away from it except for 1? maybe hehe lunch with kee and adee at sushi king today, each person ate 10 plates HAHAHA maw matiii oh but it's been awhile i haven't eat any sushi :D my red merah jump in to meet me and walk from cp to jp. both of us just enjoying and sitting talking crappy stuff, doing sprint cause it's fun jumping around while the sun standing above us, well both of us were not feeling any steaming moment at all cause the wind is so strong hahaha 'live like we're dying', singing that while letting our leg flying in the air. just fun and relaxing lah today :)

sweet and sour?

why is this world getting hot and hotter?!!!???!!! people fighting to stop global warming but still thinks of creating cars more and getting cars? ironic ironic ironic.... belakang rumah pun tebakar sini sana. PANAS!

got my snowcap today from him, weeee! valentines day movie? just nice lah, not that the bomb or anything else.

i read tia status today, woi!!! apa cerita!??? hahahahahahahahaha

so 2 more days to spm results. god, i'm like counting the days D: but dady going to help me take it, nah, trying not to stress about it cause you know, how hard i struggled last year :) muah muah muah.

2 more days to a 7 days straight of working without days off. phewwww, that's going to take my breath away *scream* i just feel like stress when knowing that the freaking cctv is set online and they can look at us anywhere anytime D:

hey, what'dyu feel when you're at my position huh? gooooddd, help me hahahahaa

i love today, it's perfect with a touch of heat waves sent from above -.- yes, it's tasty. nyummeh, not haha.

b&w

just telling you black and white, b&w what i'm feeling. cause to be frank, i don't know what I want to say here. today? yesterday? two days ago? caught in the middle, standing between the fences? fuck i don't know what i'm typing here. so please ignore it hehe

i think playing random chords on the guitar could help in releasing shits out though :D:D *someone is actually doing it now* moving image on the screen, that's just the way to stay connected *groan* can you actually sing a song that suppose to be melow and scream? ya, you could hehe well, what about taking random chords and singing to what you are thinking and putting it like it is a nice made out song and sings it to someone special? sweeeeet :p

IN A CHAOTIC WORLD, YOU ARE MY CALMER - jeremy passion

what a stalker of me stalking to the bunch of philipino singers gehehehehehehehee now now now, maybe in my past life i'm one of the real stalker? just like now, the net made my life more easier!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA stalking have been the easiest job nowadays :D

hmmmm, what more i can say here? oh, next topic? i'll be talking about cctv, you know what's a cctv? go google lah bh! :p ok, that will be in the next post ahahahahaa muah xoxo

i love you bh j :)

gasp

just mesmerizing all, how could I be so selfish? haha. god, thanks for reminding me this. i should stop dreaming and coming back to reality back. life ain't bad now, korean drama made me thinking alot haha surprise? maybe drama ain't just an entertainment but a waking up point to people, erm like me? haha nah, it's nothing big. it just made me thought of where i should be standing now and what i should or shouldn't do *gasp :D:D

this month is loosen up abit due to my request to work less days than before. but i'll be continuing the months so that i'll not end up rotting at home and at least earning more money too though :p last weekend i spent my days at Tuaran for ma 1 year anniversary. time flew so fast oh, but nothing will ever change my love for her :) miss you ma, at least you're resting in paradise now.

result coming up soon enough, then everybody will be busy applying to go here and there. i'll pray for a good place to study.

muah! xoxo oh! iqbal's back here. he's more tagap now HAHA