jumping of the plane.

dear earthlink,

have you ever feel like doing something and without even thinking anymore further you already know that it's the greatest decision you've ever made and you'll do it without any regret and depression for the consequences.

Somehow right now, I prefer of being in the state where I wanna be there all alone and there's no other except for family and buddies. Something inside me daring myself to burst myself and go out doing it. Now, I can only step forward and not looking or even peeking to the past, no more.

All we ever do is say goodbye.

John Mayer is on replay now.

You realized that when you think saying goodbye slash letting go is a pain in the ass than you thought, you'll try to find a route to solve the problem and finally in the end, you'll always end with a goodbye to it and finally it'll just drift away like how the wind moves by you. By the time, you won't even realize that it actually already left behind your mind and it'll just be one of the memories in your life.

We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams.

Memories stays forever, but moving forward is a big step for every stair that you'll be taking in life.